Have you been called?
1Peter 2:9 KJV But ye are a chosen generation, a royal
priesthood, an holy nation, a peculiar people; that ye should shew forth the praises
of him who hath called you out of darkness into his marvellous light.

I was nine years old when I received "The Call" and then for
forty one years I ran as hard and as fast as I could to escape my calling. At the
age of fifty I found out why God is called "The Hound of Heaven." During those forty
one years that I was running, I can recall seven occurrences that happened in my life
where I was told no one should have survived what I went through and in two of the
accidents the person with me didn't. I finally came to realize that I wasn't leading
a charmed life. I wasn't just "lucky!" I was being protected by God because He had a
calling on my life. My call to salvation came when I was nine during a three month stay
at a home for delinquent boys. I had no understanding at the time what it all meant. I
really didn't even know who God was but during the years that followed I slowly learned.
It seems God was always working on me. Through my teenage years I was constantly in and
out of boy's homes where Church on Sunday was mandatory and then there were house
parents who would teach us the scriptures a couple of nights a week. I gained a lot of
knowledge about God but resisted surrendering all to Him even though I knew in my heart He was calling me.
I am revealing this to you in hopes someone will read
this who is trying to run from their calling. I, like a lot of people,
believed I would have to give up my dreams and everything I wanted to do and go preach
the Bible to everyone I met. This scared me to death as I was a shy young boy who had a
difficult time even talking to someone I already knew. I was always attracted to people
with stronger personalities than mine so I could kind of just stand in the background.
I was very easily led astray willing to go along to please the people I was with.
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